Keep Holding On

Mempertahankan semangat tuh susah ya. Hauu...
Seperti misalnya dulu semangat banget fitness, yoga, pilates.. Pokoknya semangat olahraga gt, terus sekarang rasanya males bgt.
Dulu juga jaga klinik hampir tiap hari, semangat banget. Sekarang keinginan itu perlahan surut.
Uhm.. Mungkin karena sekarang aku sekolah lagi. Tapi sekolah pun juga semangatnya gak kenceng kayak S1 dulu. Hehe... Kalo ujian udah gak gitu semangat belajar. Atau mungkin karena pikiranku bercabang ke hal lain ya... uhm.. Tapi toh dulu juga bercabang kok... Dulu juga aktif di UKM gitu, trus ikut les juga. Ya bercabang juga.

Mungkin jenuh ya.. Tapi aku ga bisa bayangin temen2 spesialis yang udah punya 3 anak atau bahkan umurnya hampir sama kyk ibuku.. Bagaimana mereka harus membagi waktunya antara urusan rumah dan sekolah, juga bagaimana mereka harus mengejar ketertinggalan informasi dan teknologi (kalau udah berurusan dengan tugas).. That's harder.

Well, jadi bersyukur aja ya...

Cuma gitu deh, yah, tentu aja rasa malas itu harus dibuang jauh-jauh. Tapi emank susah sih... hahaha

LOSER

Loser

Lucky

Gak semua yang terlihat bagus itu, aslinya juga bagus. Ada yang harus bersusah-susah dulu sampai akhirnya sampai ke puncak. Ada yang sudah sampai ke puncak tanpa harus bersusah-susah. Ada yang bersama-sama menuju puncak, tapi yang satu malah duluan sampai ke puncak, satunya tertinggal jauh di belakang, padahal awalnya mereka bekerja sama. Hidup itu kejam, hidup itu benernya kan persaingan ya... Sepertinya kerja sama, tapi aslinya kompetisi. Tapi itu tergantung gimana kita menyikapinya kok. Kompetisi sehat mungkin memang susah dijalani, sportivitas mungkin memang sulit dilakukan. Yang penting ikhlas kan. Kalau udah memberi, ya ikhlas.... Ya udahlah ya, gak usah terlalu dipikirin. What am I to do? Gak usah terlalu dipikirin.

"Love me tight and don't let go"

BIGBANG - MONSTER M/V

Beauty and a Beat

I'm tired. Would you hurt me? I just want to laugh out loud. Laughing at myself. :D ------------------------------------------------------------------- Assignments, Exams, Thesis, Patients, People. Why do small things can make me frustrate? Just face it. Maybe because I live in a box. Someone said that a person who live in a stressful condition won't live long because it can impact his heart, body, and soul. But nobody knows when that thing will happen. Anyway, I'm still alive. "So just forget about the world, we're young tonight" Solving the problems is difficult for few people. You're lucky if you can solve the problem, and you have that bravery to face the world. And you're lucky you don't have this narrow mind, you're lucky that you can enjoy the process, you're lucky you can still laugh to any jokes that surround you, you're lucky if you can accept what is given to you. But I don't wanna envy you. and I'll never stop to change myself.

Anyway

Huh... Maybe I underestimate this too much. Maybe I've done something wrong. I don't know. I made mistake again. Well, I don't know. Can you show me whether I'm in the wrong path? Maybe I was lazy. Maybe I didn't do hard for this. Maybe .... Hope I did the right thing. Your consequences. Tears... I hope I can throw you away as long as I need.

Bigbang. Not just another boyband from South Korea. Though the language is so hard to pronounce, I love their music. Everyone of them has character and that's what they need to become a great group.

Not Gonna be Easy

Pasti...Selalu ada rintangan
Pasti...Selalu ada hambatan
Pasti...Selalu ada kendala
That's Life
But believe that we can pass it
Nobody can't hold you down
Believe that you can reach it
Nomatter what people say
You hold the key
for opening your door
Tears.. Just let it go
Be brave

Life's changing
And you're gonna be in the new phase of life
Just be sure you can do it
Work harder
Life's not gonna be easy
It's gonna be harder
No time for playing
How long have you lived in this world?
Get up...

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