jam 4 sore,, sinar matahari menembus kaca jendelaku,,, I saw it,,, it's beautifull,, membentuk butiran-butiran cahaya pada ujung bulu mataku,, so cute,,, trus aq tidur lagi dah,, hyahahhaha
entahlah hari ini ngantuk banget,,,
hum,, gmn bisa kalo gitu caranya?
okay okay,
I'm gonna say,,, "Chase what you want!"
Monday, December 29, 2008
Friday, December 26, 2008
anyway
I'm very happy today,, :)
baiklah, besok mau brangkat ke Batu, tp lagi flu ney,, bisa lebih parah ney flunya kalo di Batu,, temperatur di sana dingin gituw.. hum...
Skripsiku hampir menemui jalan buntu ney,, Oh God..
Thursday, December 25, 2008
tsunami
tgl 23 desember 2004, tsunami menyerbu Aceh,,, Well, gak bisa ngebayangin deh gmn paniknya orang2 yg kena tsunami itu.. Ngeliat gmn besarnya tsunami di tv aja dah tercengang en berkali2 bergumam , "Astaghfirullah". "Ya Allah".
Ngeliat gmn hebatnya tsunami itu bisa meratakan bangunan-bangunan di banda aceh hanya dalam sekejap aja dah bikin merinding.. My God.... Allahuakbar,, Manusia tuh emank kecil banget,,,,,
Tapi aq masi inget hal yang paling menakjubkan dari peristiwa tsunami itu.. Dari semua bangunan yang luluh lantak karena tsunami, masih ada bangunan yang berdiri kokoh... Berdiri sendiri, padahal di sekitarnya dah rata ama tanah... Bangunan itu adalah masjid.. Subhanallah...
Ngeliat gmn hebatnya tsunami itu bisa meratakan bangunan-bangunan di banda aceh hanya dalam sekejap aja dah bikin merinding.. My God.... Allahuakbar,, Manusia tuh emank kecil banget,,,,,
Tapi aq masi inget hal yang paling menakjubkan dari peristiwa tsunami itu.. Dari semua bangunan yang luluh lantak karena tsunami, masih ada bangunan yang berdiri kokoh... Berdiri sendiri, padahal di sekitarnya dah rata ama tanah... Bangunan itu adalah masjid.. Subhanallah...
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
I'm in a big tr0uble
It's s0 'excited' ...
Really..
F0r sum0ne wh0 isn't great decisi0n maker...
Baiklah, I c0uldn't make it t0day. S0 miserable,, haha,keed fighting!
Really..
F0r sum0ne wh0 isn't great decisi0n maker...
Baiklah, I c0uldn't make it t0day. S0 miserable,, haha,keed fighting!
Monday, December 22, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
chocolate
do u know what the meaning of white roses are?
it means u will eat a lot of chocolate till u feel satisfied.
hm,, emank siy banyak yang bilang kalo coklat bikin gendut,, tapi coklat emank enyak banget.. apalagi coklat cadburry GOLD yg skarang lagi aq makan. Yummy!
cari2 artikel tentang coklat ah...
weleh,,, kalo dark chocolate ya males,,, pahit banget euy,,, hehe!
it means u will eat a lot of chocolate till u feel satisfied.
hm,, emank siy banyak yang bilang kalo coklat bikin gendut,, tapi coklat emank enyak banget.. apalagi coklat cadburry GOLD yg skarang lagi aq makan. Yummy!
cari2 artikel tentang coklat ah...
The pleasurable feelings that chocolate induces can be explained by its physical properties. Professor John Harwood and his colleagues at Cardiff University believe that the high stearate content of cocoa butter, a key ingredient in chocolate, is responsible for its melting behaviour and stability. Cocoa butter contains between 30% and 37% stearate in its lipid content. As a result, it is solid at room temperature, but when consumed, its fat content absorbs heat from the mouth and melts at body temperature, producing the ‘melt in the mouth’ effect.
Chocolate has long been suspected of having aphrodisiac properties: the Aztecs thought it invigorated men and made women uninhibited. Consistent with this, the chemical tryptophan is found in chocolate. This is used in the brain to make serotonin, the neurotransmitter that can produce feelings of ecstasy. However, tryptophan is present in chocolate in only small quantities, fuelling debate as to whether it causes the elevated production of serotonin.
Phenylethylalanine, which promotes feelings of attraction, excitement, giddiness and apprehension, has also been isolated in chocolate, but again, its low concentration may be insufficient to produce the effects typically associated with this compound.
Theobromine – a weak stimulant found in chocolate – in concert with other chemicals such as caffeine, may be responsible for the characteristic ‘buzz’ experienced when eating chocolate. Scientists at the Neurosciences Institute in San Diego suggest that chocolate contains pharmacologically active substances that produce a cannabis-like effect on the brain, such as anandamide: a cannabinoid neurotransmitter (Di Tomaso et al., 1996). Chocolate also contains N-oleoylethanolamine and N-linoleoylethanolamine, which inhibit the breakdown of anandamide, and thus may prolong its effects. In addition, elevated levels of the neurotransmitter can intensify the sensory properties of chocolate (texture and smell), thought to be essential in inducing cravings.
The high fat content of most chocolate - Cadbury’s Dairy Milk alone contains 30 g of fat per 100 g - means that excesses can contribute to obesity, which carries with it a range of health risks, including heart disease and diabetes. Nevertheless, not all accusations levelled at chocolate can be justified. The often-touted link between chocolate and acne has been intensively studied for three decades. In a 1969 study at the University of Pennsylvania School of Medicine, 65 subjects with moderate acne ate either chocolate bars containing ten times the amount of chocolate found in a typical bar or identical bars containing no chocolate. Test subjects who consumed the excessive amount of chocolate for four weeks did not show signs of increased acne (Fulton et al., 1969).
Additionally, chocolate has not been proven to contribute to cavities or tooth decay. Cocoa butter may in fact coat teeth and help protect them by preventing plaque formation. Although the sugar in chocolate contributes to cavities, it does so no more than the sugar in other sweet foods. However, by altering blood flow to the brain and releasing norepinephrine, some chemicals in chocolate can cause migraines.
Perhaps the best compromise is to snack in moderation, particularly on dark chocolate. Not only does it contain more cocoa and proportionally less sugar and fat than milk chocolate, but it is also full of antioxidants called flavonoids. In fact, dark chocolate has been reported to contain more flavonoids than other antioxidant-rich foodstuffs, such as red wine. Flavonoids reportedly prevent cancers, protect blood vessels, promote cardiac health, and counteract mild hypertension (high blood pressure).
Milk chocolate may not offer the same benefits. In one study, patients on separate days ate 100 g of dark chocolate,100 g of dark chocolate with a small glass (200 ml) of whole milk, or 200 g of milk chocolate (Serafini et al., 2003). One hour later, those who ate dark chocolate alone had the highest concentration of antioxidants in their blood, suggesting that the milk in milk chocolate may interfere with the absorption of antioxidants.
Science can explain a number of features that contribute to the lasting popularity of chocolate, although how some of its post-consumption effects occur is still debatable. Although it is unlikely to ever be marketed as a health product, eating the darker varieties and snacking in moderation could prove beneficial. But one thing is certain: from both scientific and sensory perspectives, there is nothing quite like chocolate. (www.scienceinschool.org)
weleh,,, kalo dark chocolate ya males,,, pahit banget euy,,, hehe!
Friday, December 19, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
STOVIT goes to JOGJA 2K8
yuhuuuu!!!! dari jumat malem sampe senin kemaren, aq pergi ke JOGJA ama arek2 FKG ua!
Acara utamanya siy studi banding ke FKG UGM, tapi gak lupa juga jalan2nya, hyahaha..
Jadi abis kuliah pra-KKN yang hentai banget jumat sore (12/12/08) itu, aq langsung pulang ke rumah dgn hati gembira! hoek,, siap2 brangkat ke jogja,, siap2 ninggalin klinik untuk smentara.... hehe,, sip sip!
jumat malem , kumpul dulu di FKG ua, 2 bus TIARA MAS dah nongkrong di dalem halaman fkg. Busnya lumayan juga ney, ber-AC, tv-nya ada lima (satu TV besar di depan, 4 TV kecil lainnya tersebar di deret kiri dan kanan), ada toilet, ada ruangan smoking area, kursinya juga lumayan.. kayak masih baru gitu. Sip sip! tp gak taunya, ada kecoa kecilnya, damn! Tapi ya udalah,,, kecoa kecil gitu, kayak masih anak2,,, biarkan ikut liburan ke jogja ama kita2, (hueee,,, stelah tau, aq langsung pindah duduk di tempat yang jauh dari jendela... coz kecoanya merambat di kelambu jendela gitu.. hyaaaa)
Baiklah, baiklah, di tengah2 pjalanan, kita sempet berhenti di tmpat peberhentian bus-bus di kota Ngawi... jam satu pagi. Makan pop mie dulu ah..... sruput,,,
Nyampe Jogja jam stengah lima,,,, berhenti di restoran Grafika JOgja buat makan pagi, tapi buset, restorannya buka jam 6 entar. Ya udah, temen2 pada sholat en mandi gitu. Mandi? wedew... males ah,, entar aja, skalian nyampe hotel, baru mandi! hyahahaha,,,,,
Jam 7, abis makan rakus di Grafika, kita langsung tancap gas ke FKG UGM. SIp sip!
Nyampe FKG UGM, dah daisambut ama mahasiswa FKGUGM. Handycam dah siap, sip sip... Waaa,,,,, FKG UGM gedungnya bagus banget,,,, tinggi menjulang, dengan desain modern,,, waw......... tapi ternyata belakang gedung yang tinggi itu, tetep berdiri bangunan lama dan di bangunan lama itulah kita smua dikumpulkan buat ngebuka acara studi banding ini. hum hum ....ternyata gedung yang bagus itu adalah Rumah Sakit Gigi dan Mulutnya. Tapi kalo kuliah, tetep di bangunan lama ini.
Sambutan2 berlalu,,, si jayus Ndra, ngocol gak jelas di depan ruangan.. Mantan ketua BEM FKGUA ini tetap aja jayusnya gak mati2,,, hehe,,, ketua BEM FKG tersingkat masa jabatannya, si Ndra, smangat mas! semangat jayusnya!
trus direktur RSGM FKGUGM ngejelasin sistem di rsgm itu, yang bikin penasaran anak2 FKGUA adalah sistem apa yang berlaku di fkgugm masalah klinik, requirement, dan kelulusan. Apakah sama dengan fkgua? lebih enak atau lebih parah?
ternyata uhuhuhuuhu....
jadi gini sistem yang berlaku di fkgugm : 4 tahun S1 pake ngerjain skripsi, diwisuda, baru deh ada koas selama berapa semester gitu. Nah, pas koas ini, mhsw ugm baru ngerawat pasien... ada di klinik selama beberapa semester itu. Full klinik. Jadi slama S1, mereka belum ngerawat pasien... praktikum2 gitu aja ama kuliah..
Beda ama fkgua, kalo kita2 ini, mulai semester 5 dah ada di klinik, ngerjain requirement yang hentai banget... ngerawat pasien,, campur ama kuliah dan tugas, trus semester 7, kudu ngerjain skripsi juga. Beberapa mhsw malah skripsinya belakangan, setelah requirement klinik selesai dikerjain. itu berarti dia ngerjain skripsi pas semester 11... Tapi itu cm beberapa anak sih. Biasanya ya pas semester 7 itu, ngerjain skripsi, klinik , en tetep kuliah.
Kalo di fkgugm, selama masa koas itu, dibagi beberapa bulan untuk klinik bedah mulut, prostodonsi, pedodonsi, periodonsi, konservasi, dll. Terus kalo dalam ..misalnya 3 bulan klinik bedah mulut,ada mahasiswa yang belum selesai ngerjain requirement, maka klinik bedah mulut itu akan di-pending, dan mahasiswa itu boleh mengerjakan klinik yang lain. Setelah masa koasnya dah mau selesai, mahasiswa itu boleh ngelanjutin requirement klinik bedah mulut yang belum selesai itu.... Jadi boleh ngelanjutin gitu...
Nah kalo di fkgua, klinik bedah mulut, prostodonsi, pedodonsi, dll itu dibagi dalam beberapa semester, mulai semester lima sampe sepuluh. Nah kalo dalam satu semester itu, misalnya klinik konservasi... dan ada mahasiswa yang blum selesai ngerjain requirement,,,, maka mahasiswa itu dinyataan tidak lulus dan harus mngulang requirement satu klinik konservasi itu di semester depan.. yang berarti itu akan bertabrakan dengan jadwal klinik lainnya yang harus dia kerjakan di semester depan dan itu berarti semuanya akan mundur... Yah... biasanya siy emank ada semester pendek,, tapi entahlah katanya mulai semester ini dihapus... yang bener aja....
Yang bikin puyeng itu, di fkgua, kalo dinyatakan tidak lulus, itu berarti dia harus mengulang keseluruhan requirement dalam satu klinik itu.... Padahal cari pasien skarang tuh susah..
kadang2 masih bisa siy nge-lobby biar ada perpanjangan ato semester pendek... jadi masih ada waktu untuk nyelesai-in yang belum selesai.. tapi entahlah untuk semester ini, katanya agak susah.... oh God..
smoga ada kebijakan lainnya yang tidak merugikan salah satu pihak...
Begitulah!
terus masalah gedung RSGM, fkgugm emank keren banget...! Masih baru gitu siy emank,,, baru dibuka taon 2004, jadi desainnya modern, tertata rapi,,, alat2 diagnosisnya juga dari kampus,, kalo di fkgua siy cuma klinik bedah mulut ama penyakit mulut yang alat diagnosisnya disediakan kampus. Yang lainnya mah bawa ndiri,, lebih tepatnya, beli ndiri, , ,,
tapi kalo masalah gedung siy, fkgua juga lagi dalam tahap pembangunan siy. Kantinnya diperbarui, RSGMnya juga ada yang dibangun lagi, yah menuju ke arah pembangunan yang lebih baik.
Yang paling pasti siy, di fkgugm itu,,, alat2 buat penelitiannya KERREN abis!!!! punya ndiri alat2 buat ngukur kekuatan tarik (yang jadi variabel penelitian skripsiku!), mikroskop fluoresense, mikroskop2 yang supercanggih lainnya, alat2 yang lainnya, , , kalo di uner siy ada di TDC,, tapi itu kan di unair,, bukan di fkg unairnya,,
siplah,, , moga2 fkgua juga bisa punya alat2 supercanggih kayak gitu,, sip sip,,,
tapi sama juga di fkgugm,,, jumlah kubikel gak sesuai ama jumlah mahasiswanya,, jadi mahasiswa juga bisa kekurangan kubikel. hum hum,,, beginilah,,,
Sayangnya, mhsw UGM yang nganterin kita2 puter2 fkgugm itu adalah mhsw angkatan 08,, yang paling tua angk.05 juga. Jadi belum ada yang koas,, jadi gak dapet cerita banyak tentang cerita2 cari pasien ato kekurangan pasien gitu,,, hyaaa,, ya wislah,, thanks ya fkgugm buat sambutannya yang hangat,,, ! haha,, ama MCnya yang oks! yang paling aku inget tuh anekdot dari MC yang cowo tuh,,,
mahasiswa takut ama dosen, dosen takut ama dekan, dekan takut ama rektor, rektor takut ama menteri pendidikan, menteri pendidikan takut ama presiden,,, presiden takut ama...mahasiswa.
hyahaha,,
gitu dah, cerita dari studi banding fkgugm,, tungguin crita shopping2 di jogjanya yak!
Acara utamanya siy studi banding ke FKG UGM, tapi gak lupa juga jalan2nya, hyahaha..
Jadi abis kuliah pra-KKN yang hentai banget jumat sore (12/12/08) itu, aq langsung pulang ke rumah dgn hati gembira! hoek,, siap2 brangkat ke jogja,, siap2 ninggalin klinik untuk smentara.... hehe,, sip sip!
jumat malem , kumpul dulu di FKG ua, 2 bus TIARA MAS dah nongkrong di dalem halaman fkg. Busnya lumayan juga ney, ber-AC, tv-nya ada lima (satu TV besar di depan, 4 TV kecil lainnya tersebar di deret kiri dan kanan), ada toilet, ada ruangan smoking area, kursinya juga lumayan.. kayak masih baru gitu. Sip sip! tp gak taunya, ada kecoa kecilnya, damn! Tapi ya udalah,,, kecoa kecil gitu, kayak masih anak2,,, biarkan ikut liburan ke jogja ama kita2, (hueee,,, stelah tau, aq langsung pindah duduk di tempat yang jauh dari jendela... coz kecoanya merambat di kelambu jendela gitu.. hyaaaa)
Baiklah, baiklah, di tengah2 pjalanan, kita sempet berhenti di tmpat peberhentian bus-bus di kota Ngawi... jam satu pagi. Makan pop mie dulu ah..... sruput,,,
Nyampe Jogja jam stengah lima,,,, berhenti di restoran Grafika JOgja buat makan pagi, tapi buset, restorannya buka jam 6 entar. Ya udah, temen2 pada sholat en mandi gitu. Mandi? wedew... males ah,, entar aja, skalian nyampe hotel, baru mandi! hyahahaha,,,,,
Jam 7, abis makan rakus di Grafika, kita langsung tancap gas ke FKG UGM. SIp sip!
Nyampe FKG UGM, dah daisambut ama mahasiswa FKGUGM. Handycam dah siap, sip sip... Waaa,,,,, FKG UGM gedungnya bagus banget,,,, tinggi menjulang, dengan desain modern,,, waw......... tapi ternyata belakang gedung yang tinggi itu, tetep berdiri bangunan lama dan di bangunan lama itulah kita smua dikumpulkan buat ngebuka acara studi banding ini. hum hum ....ternyata gedung yang bagus itu adalah Rumah Sakit Gigi dan Mulutnya. Tapi kalo kuliah, tetep di bangunan lama ini.
Sambutan2 berlalu,,, si jayus Ndra, ngocol gak jelas di depan ruangan.. Mantan ketua BEM FKGUA ini tetap aja jayusnya gak mati2,,, hehe,,, ketua BEM FKG tersingkat masa jabatannya, si Ndra, smangat mas! semangat jayusnya!
trus direktur RSGM FKGUGM ngejelasin sistem di rsgm itu, yang bikin penasaran anak2 FKGUA adalah sistem apa yang berlaku di fkgugm masalah klinik, requirement, dan kelulusan. Apakah sama dengan fkgua? lebih enak atau lebih parah?
ternyata uhuhuhuuhu....
jadi gini sistem yang berlaku di fkgugm : 4 tahun S1 pake ngerjain skripsi, diwisuda, baru deh ada koas selama berapa semester gitu. Nah, pas koas ini, mhsw ugm baru ngerawat pasien... ada di klinik selama beberapa semester itu. Full klinik. Jadi slama S1, mereka belum ngerawat pasien... praktikum2 gitu aja ama kuliah..
Beda ama fkgua, kalo kita2 ini, mulai semester 5 dah ada di klinik, ngerjain requirement yang hentai banget... ngerawat pasien,, campur ama kuliah dan tugas, trus semester 7, kudu ngerjain skripsi juga. Beberapa mhsw malah skripsinya belakangan, setelah requirement klinik selesai dikerjain. itu berarti dia ngerjain skripsi pas semester 11... Tapi itu cm beberapa anak sih. Biasanya ya pas semester 7 itu, ngerjain skripsi, klinik , en tetep kuliah.
Kalo di fkgugm, selama masa koas itu, dibagi beberapa bulan untuk klinik bedah mulut, prostodonsi, pedodonsi, periodonsi, konservasi, dll. Terus kalo dalam ..misalnya 3 bulan klinik bedah mulut,ada mahasiswa yang belum selesai ngerjain requirement, maka klinik bedah mulut itu akan di-pending, dan mahasiswa itu boleh mengerjakan klinik yang lain. Setelah masa koasnya dah mau selesai, mahasiswa itu boleh ngelanjutin requirement klinik bedah mulut yang belum selesai itu.... Jadi boleh ngelanjutin gitu...
Nah kalo di fkgua, klinik bedah mulut, prostodonsi, pedodonsi, dll itu dibagi dalam beberapa semester, mulai semester lima sampe sepuluh. Nah kalo dalam satu semester itu, misalnya klinik konservasi... dan ada mahasiswa yang blum selesai ngerjain requirement,,,, maka mahasiswa itu dinyataan tidak lulus dan harus mngulang requirement satu klinik konservasi itu di semester depan.. yang berarti itu akan bertabrakan dengan jadwal klinik lainnya yang harus dia kerjakan di semester depan dan itu berarti semuanya akan mundur... Yah... biasanya siy emank ada semester pendek,, tapi entahlah katanya mulai semester ini dihapus... yang bener aja....
Yang bikin puyeng itu, di fkgua, kalo dinyatakan tidak lulus, itu berarti dia harus mengulang keseluruhan requirement dalam satu klinik itu.... Padahal cari pasien skarang tuh susah..
kadang2 masih bisa siy nge-lobby biar ada perpanjangan ato semester pendek... jadi masih ada waktu untuk nyelesai-in yang belum selesai.. tapi entahlah untuk semester ini, katanya agak susah.... oh God..
smoga ada kebijakan lainnya yang tidak merugikan salah satu pihak...
Begitulah!
terus masalah gedung RSGM, fkgugm emank keren banget...! Masih baru gitu siy emank,,, baru dibuka taon 2004, jadi desainnya modern, tertata rapi,,, alat2 diagnosisnya juga dari kampus,, kalo di fkgua siy cuma klinik bedah mulut ama penyakit mulut yang alat diagnosisnya disediakan kampus. Yang lainnya mah bawa ndiri,, lebih tepatnya, beli ndiri, , ,,
tapi kalo masalah gedung siy, fkgua juga lagi dalam tahap pembangunan siy. Kantinnya diperbarui, RSGMnya juga ada yang dibangun lagi, yah menuju ke arah pembangunan yang lebih baik.
Yang paling pasti siy, di fkgugm itu,,, alat2 buat penelitiannya KERREN abis!!!! punya ndiri alat2 buat ngukur kekuatan tarik (yang jadi variabel penelitian skripsiku!), mikroskop fluoresense, mikroskop2 yang supercanggih lainnya, alat2 yang lainnya, , , kalo di uner siy ada di TDC,, tapi itu kan di unair,, bukan di fkg unairnya,,
siplah,, , moga2 fkgua juga bisa punya alat2 supercanggih kayak gitu,, sip sip,,,
tapi sama juga di fkgugm,,, jumlah kubikel gak sesuai ama jumlah mahasiswanya,, jadi mahasiswa juga bisa kekurangan kubikel. hum hum,,, beginilah,,,
Sayangnya, mhsw UGM yang nganterin kita2 puter2 fkgugm itu adalah mhsw angkatan 08,, yang paling tua angk.05 juga. Jadi belum ada yang koas,, jadi gak dapet cerita banyak tentang cerita2 cari pasien ato kekurangan pasien gitu,,, hyaaa,, ya wislah,, thanks ya fkgugm buat sambutannya yang hangat,,, ! haha,, ama MCnya yang oks! yang paling aku inget tuh anekdot dari MC yang cowo tuh,,,
mahasiswa takut ama dosen, dosen takut ama dekan, dekan takut ama rektor, rektor takut ama menteri pendidikan, menteri pendidikan takut ama presiden,,, presiden takut ama...mahasiswa.
hyahaha,,
gitu dah, cerita dari studi banding fkgugm,, tungguin crita shopping2 di jogjanya yak!
told you so
Lagi seneng banget ngedengerin ini ney....
Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case
'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed
I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me
Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on
When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed
I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me
You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so
I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me
by jesse mccartney
this song means a lot to me
Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case
'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed
I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me
Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on
When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed
I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me
You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so
I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me
by jesse mccartney
this song means a lot to me
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Baking soda
Pulang2 dr j0gja,, kembali ke klinik.... Bbrapa gk sesuai rencana,tp emank itu dah resik0. Alhamdulillah,tahap yg susah itu dah terlewati... . Tp msh ada bbrapa tahap yg blm selesai... . . H0pe I can finish it.. . . And celebrate d new year happily!
Dnger2 jg ada perpanjangan 2 minggu,,m0ga2 slesai.... Aamiin... .
Tp msh ada skripsi.... Muga2 slesai jg pr0p0salnya. Smangat!
Btw, jalan2 ke j0gjanya keren bgtz! Have fun bgtz! Studi bnding ke fkg ugmny jg keren bgt. . RSGMny keren! Ck ck ck,,,
Ntar d aq crita-in di epis0de lain,0kay!
Dnger2 jg ada perpanjangan 2 minggu,,m0ga2 slesai.... Aamiin... .
Tp msh ada skripsi.... Muga2 slesai jg pr0p0salnya. Smangat!
Btw, jalan2 ke j0gjanya keren bgtz! Have fun bgtz! Studi bnding ke fkg ugmny jg keren bgt. . RSGMny keren! Ck ck ck,,,
Ntar d aq crita-in di epis0de lain,0kay!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
What can I say?
Besok mau ke Jogja.
Having fun for awhile.
Hope everything will b allright.
U've tried. So, CHEER UP!!
:)
:)
;D
Having fun for awhile.
Hope everything will b allright.
U've tried. So, CHEER UP!!
:)
:)
;D
spekulasi
it's crazy... there are so many choices u have to decide and you have to take a risk from what u've decided...
Ini seperti kamu berhadapan dengan banyak jalan.. Satu jalan terlihat baik-baik saja tapi mungkin akhir jalan tersebut adalah jurang. Satu jalan tampak gelap tapi mungkin akhir jalan tersebut penuh dengan cahaya. Atau mungkin sebaliknya, satu jalan memang terlihat aman-aman saja sampai akhir jalan tersebut. Jalan yang lain memang gelap dan akhir jalan tersebut jurang. Semua bisa terjadi. Semua penuh dengan kemungkinan. U have to decide and take any risks of ur choice.
And thinking about every risks of my choice,,, it makes me so horrible. Just thinkin about it, makes me stressfull..
you know, the answer just one. Allah SWT. Just one. U pray to God, U choose, u try ur best, and pray to God. U know u're strong. U're not weak. Nobody can hold us down. Nobody. When you fail, dun b so regretful, u know Allah has purpose by doing that.
But of course, I dun want bad things happen in this life... I dun want bad things happen in this case... and it wont happen coz u believe. just believe in that way.
,,black side, white side,,,
Why are u affraid of them? Just one u should be affraid of. Just One, like I said before,,, Allah Subhana wa ta'ala,,,
Ini seperti kamu berhadapan dengan banyak jalan.. Satu jalan terlihat baik-baik saja tapi mungkin akhir jalan tersebut adalah jurang. Satu jalan tampak gelap tapi mungkin akhir jalan tersebut penuh dengan cahaya. Atau mungkin sebaliknya, satu jalan memang terlihat aman-aman saja sampai akhir jalan tersebut. Jalan yang lain memang gelap dan akhir jalan tersebut jurang. Semua bisa terjadi. Semua penuh dengan kemungkinan. U have to decide and take any risks of ur choice.
And thinking about every risks of my choice,,, it makes me so horrible. Just thinkin about it, makes me stressfull..
you know, the answer just one. Allah SWT. Just one. U pray to God, U choose, u try ur best, and pray to God. U know u're strong. U're not weak. Nobody can hold us down. Nobody. When you fail, dun b so regretful, u know Allah has purpose by doing that.
But of course, I dun want bad things happen in this life... I dun want bad things happen in this case... and it wont happen coz u believe. just believe in that way.
,,black side, white side,,,
Why are u affraid of them? Just one u should be affraid of. Just One, like I said before,,, Allah Subhana wa ta'ala,,,
Monday, December 8, 2008
idul Adha
hari ini adalah hari yang ditunggu2 buat makan gule ato sate kambing.... hyahahhaa,,, tadinya siy gitu,,, tapi kayaknya perut udah males makan,,, kemaren sey dah makan sate kambing,, hari ini makan nasi pecel mbok Joyo aja,, gak ada kambing2nya... kenyang pak.... (loh, males makan kambing tapi masih bisa makan pecel? iya,, abis sholat ied tadi sempet makan nasi goreng mie goreng lasagna,,, hoee,,,)
Hum,, kalo disuruh pilih mau sholat ied di taman surya ato asrama haji,, aq lebih milih di asrama haji,, lebih dikit orang2nya,, lebih teratur,,, gak kayak tadi,, hehehehe,,, yah tapi karena kudu nganterin adik sholat di smada, ya udah, tempat terdekat ya di taman surya,, wawawawa,,,, jadi gak khusyuk gitu,,, tapi yah, Alhamdulillah masih bisa sholat ied, Met Idul Adha!
kmaren sempet ke rumah eyang,, kunjung2 bentar, hehe,, teyus langsung ke Ria Galeri, makan es campur en es buah en kikil. Kikil di RIa ini favoritnya keluargaku. Entahlah, kenapa ya suka kikil di Ria? Tapi karena aku gak gitu puyna cita rasa en gak gitu suka kikil, yah aq tetep mau2 aja.... Gak gitu suka kikil,,, tapi masih mau makan,, hehehhee,,, iye, buat ngemil, hyahahhaa,,,,
Jason Mraz - A beautiful Mess,,,, gud song,,
You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are
Here we are
We're still here
What a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
Through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds, out of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it.
Hum,, kalo disuruh pilih mau sholat ied di taman surya ato asrama haji,, aq lebih milih di asrama haji,, lebih dikit orang2nya,, lebih teratur,,, gak kayak tadi,, hehehehe,,, yah tapi karena kudu nganterin adik sholat di smada, ya udah, tempat terdekat ya di taman surya,, wawawawa,,,, jadi gak khusyuk gitu,,, tapi yah, Alhamdulillah masih bisa sholat ied, Met Idul Adha!
kmaren sempet ke rumah eyang,, kunjung2 bentar, hehe,, teyus langsung ke Ria Galeri, makan es campur en es buah en kikil. Kikil di RIa ini favoritnya keluargaku. Entahlah, kenapa ya suka kikil di Ria? Tapi karena aku gak gitu puyna cita rasa en gak gitu suka kikil, yah aq tetep mau2 aja.... Gak gitu suka kikil,,, tapi masih mau makan,, hehehhee,,, iye, buat ngemil, hyahahhaa,,,,
Jason Mraz - A beautiful Mess,,,, gud song,,
You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
Though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
That this is just what happiness is
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are
Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging
And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses
Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt oh dear
Cause here we are, Here we are
Here we are
We're still here
What a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes
Through timeless words, and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds, out of this earth
And times they turn, and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses, and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh the wait was so worth it.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Hahaha
Kmrn br makan di Ta Wan, galaxy mall.
Enyak enyak,menu yg dah aq c0ba tuh bubur ayam,daging sapi lada hitam,br0k0li jamur ama nasi g0rengnya. Yummy! Tp yg plg enak emank buburnya. Wuih,ini mah bubur bgt, lembut,tp gak cair2 bgt,pas-lah p0k0knya! Sedep! Satu p0rsi bs bt 5 0rang ney,abis gede bgt mangkuknya!
Abis makan,bli waffle sundae dl d A&W,,ini juga enyak bgt,yummy,, dibandingin ama waffle gelat0 n am0re,entah knapa,plg enak ya wafflenya A&W,sip! At0 mgkn krn ice creamya ya,,hum hum,,
Abis gt n0nt0n TWILIGHT!!! Lebih seru drpd n0velnya,bgs-lah! Pngambilan gmbrnya pas bgt, cm ada yg lebay,, wkt di hutan,gk perlu sh0ot bella ama edwardnya smp muter gt,, jd kyk sinetr0n,hehe,, trus garis batas antara c0ntact lens emas ama matanya edward,kliatan tuh! Harusny kn enggak,, d critanya kn,warna emas itu warna asli matanya edward. Wawawa..
Tp dalem bgt siy filmnya, bagus bagus,,
Abis ntn,bli j.c0... Ya ampyun,hari ini makannya vulgar bgt! Hehe..
Yahyah, back t0 daily life..
Meanwhile,
Aq cm bs ktawa garing,,hahaha,,,,
Aq tau ini emank salahku,dan aq kena batunya... Aq gak nyangka aq bakal ngrasa kecewa,,,,
Ya udalah,,, it's my fault,, what a beautiful mess,,, h0w pathetic,,,
Ready t0 let it g0?
Enyak enyak,menu yg dah aq c0ba tuh bubur ayam,daging sapi lada hitam,br0k0li jamur ama nasi g0rengnya. Yummy! Tp yg plg enak emank buburnya. Wuih,ini mah bubur bgt, lembut,tp gak cair2 bgt,pas-lah p0k0knya! Sedep! Satu p0rsi bs bt 5 0rang ney,abis gede bgt mangkuknya!
Abis makan,bli waffle sundae dl d A&W,,ini juga enyak bgt,yummy,, dibandingin ama waffle gelat0 n am0re,entah knapa,plg enak ya wafflenya A&W,sip! At0 mgkn krn ice creamya ya,,hum hum,,
Abis gt n0nt0n TWILIGHT!!! Lebih seru drpd n0velnya,bgs-lah! Pngambilan gmbrnya pas bgt, cm ada yg lebay,, wkt di hutan,gk perlu sh0ot bella ama edwardnya smp muter gt,, jd kyk sinetr0n,hehe,, trus garis batas antara c0ntact lens emas ama matanya edward,kliatan tuh! Harusny kn enggak,, d critanya kn,warna emas itu warna asli matanya edward. Wawawa..
Tp dalem bgt siy filmnya, bagus bagus,,
Abis ntn,bli j.c0... Ya ampyun,hari ini makannya vulgar bgt! Hehe..
Yahyah, back t0 daily life..
Meanwhile,
Aq cm bs ktawa garing,,hahaha,,,,
Aq tau ini emank salahku,dan aq kena batunya... Aq gak nyangka aq bakal ngrasa kecewa,,,,
Ya udalah,,, it's my fault,, what a beautiful mess,,, h0w pathetic,,,
Ready t0 let it g0?
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
After kn0wing the truth,,
I'm tired,,
Why can't I let it be what it sh0uld be?
I'm walking away,,fr0m the truth...
I keep c0mparing it...
I can't eliminate my 0bsessi0n,,,
It's very hard,, I can't break the wall...
I've kn0wn it,,
D0 u see what we've d0ne?
We've g0ne and made such f0ols 0f 0urselves.. .
-param0re-
Why can't I let it be what it sh0uld be?
I'm walking away,,fr0m the truth...
I keep c0mparing it...
I can't eliminate my 0bsessi0n,,,
It's very hard,, I can't break the wall...
I've kn0wn it,,
D0 u see what we've d0ne?
We've g0ne and made such f0ols 0f 0urselves.. .
-param0re-
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
tag line
Hari ini ... Alhamdulillah.. :)
Wew,,, pilkada di madura diulang lagi yak? hum hum... syapa ya yang bakal menang? kaji ato karsa? bener2 ribet... hek...
OST Honey and clover, "waltz" by suneohair, emank gak ada matinya... menyentuh banget sesuai ama filmnya... it's about chasing or being chased by LOVE.
well, well, TWILIGHT The movie premiere hari ini!!!!!! Hm? kenapa jadi ikutan heboh yak? hehe, jadi tadi pagi jam setengah 8 gitu, lagi enak2nya dengerin kuliah, tiba2 ada sms masuk.. dari kakakq,
"Wa!!!!!!!!!! TWILIGHT hari ini premiere!!!!!! gak mau nonton tah?!!!! malem nanti yuk!!!!"
waduw,, kagak bisa,, kudu ngerjain skripsi,,, terpaksa gak ikut deh, akirnya kakakku nonton ma adikku sekarang.. wew... tapi maunya sbtu entar mereka nonton lagi! nah, aq baru ikut..
Dua orang itu penggila twilight banget.. hyahahhaa,,, Tiap hari ngomongin twilight. Kakakku malah dari berbulan-bulan lalu dah ngintip2 trailernya di youtube... ama dengerin tiap hari tuh soundtracknya TWILIGHT... Decode by paramore. ama I caught myself.. beuh...
Akhir-akhir ini, di rumah jadi ada badai TWILIGHT... pada heboh semua.... kalo ada videoklipnya paramore di MTV, ato brita tentang twilight di E channel, ato cast.nya TWILIGHT di channel apapun, my sistas pada tereak2. ampyun...hehehhe....
Jadi benerna yang duluan tau tentang TWILIGHT di rumah adalah adikku. Ada iklan novel TWILIGHT di cosmo girl. number one in america.. trus dapet best apa gitu dari new york times...kalo gak salah. hehe.. Adikku yang suka baca novel gitu langsung pengen beli... Kakakku ama aku pada bertanya2, "emank bagus? tentang vampir gitu, paling ya gitu2 aja". Tapi adikku ngebet pengen beli. Ya udah beli deh..
Terus kita bertiga pada baca... Dan yang paling SUKA adalah kakakku! Adikku suka juga, kalo aku siy biasa aja... Abis ceritanya tentang vampir gitu, bukan favoritku siy,,, tapi emank ROMANTIS bgtz.. Edward... hehe.
Dari sini, kakakku langsung beli en nungguin penerbitan jilid 2 : NEW MOON, jilid 3 : lupa.. hehe, ama jilid 4 : Breaking Down.. wew,,, trus pas mau dibikin film, kakakku en adikku langsung ngintip2 di youtube itu tadi en histeris2 gila,,,
aktornya : RObert P. yang maen di Harpot 4. Yah, cocok siy, charming en mukanya tuh vampir bangetz.. trus aktrisnya : Kristen Stewart, cocok juga, pas deh..
hm hm hm ,,, demam TWILIGHT bgt di sini.. pasti abis mereka berdua pulang nonton, langsung dah : Comments about TWILIGHT movie mencuat ke mana2 , hyahahaa,,
Wew,,, pilkada di madura diulang lagi yak? hum hum... syapa ya yang bakal menang? kaji ato karsa? bener2 ribet... hek...
OST Honey and clover, "waltz" by suneohair, emank gak ada matinya... menyentuh banget sesuai ama filmnya... it's about chasing or being chased by LOVE.
well, well, TWILIGHT The movie premiere hari ini!!!!!! Hm? kenapa jadi ikutan heboh yak? hehe, jadi tadi pagi jam setengah 8 gitu, lagi enak2nya dengerin kuliah, tiba2 ada sms masuk.. dari kakakq,
"Wa!!!!!!!!!! TWILIGHT hari ini premiere!!!!!! gak mau nonton tah?!!!! malem nanti yuk!!!!"
waduw,, kagak bisa,, kudu ngerjain skripsi,,, terpaksa gak ikut deh, akirnya kakakku nonton ma adikku sekarang.. wew... tapi maunya sbtu entar mereka nonton lagi! nah, aq baru ikut..
Dua orang itu penggila twilight banget.. hyahahhaa,,, Tiap hari ngomongin twilight. Kakakku malah dari berbulan-bulan lalu dah ngintip2 trailernya di youtube... ama dengerin tiap hari tuh soundtracknya TWILIGHT... Decode by paramore. ama I caught myself.. beuh...
Akhir-akhir ini, di rumah jadi ada badai TWILIGHT... pada heboh semua.... kalo ada videoklipnya paramore di MTV, ato brita tentang twilight di E channel, ato cast.nya TWILIGHT di channel apapun, my sistas pada tereak2. ampyun...hehehhe....
Jadi benerna yang duluan tau tentang TWILIGHT di rumah adalah adikku. Ada iklan novel TWILIGHT di cosmo girl. number one in america.. trus dapet best apa gitu dari new york times...kalo gak salah. hehe.. Adikku yang suka baca novel gitu langsung pengen beli... Kakakku ama aku pada bertanya2, "emank bagus? tentang vampir gitu, paling ya gitu2 aja". Tapi adikku ngebet pengen beli. Ya udah beli deh..
Terus kita bertiga pada baca... Dan yang paling SUKA adalah kakakku! Adikku suka juga, kalo aku siy biasa aja... Abis ceritanya tentang vampir gitu, bukan favoritku siy,,, tapi emank ROMANTIS bgtz.. Edward... hehe.
Dari sini, kakakku langsung beli en nungguin penerbitan jilid 2 : NEW MOON, jilid 3 : lupa.. hehe, ama jilid 4 : Breaking Down.. wew,,, trus pas mau dibikin film, kakakku en adikku langsung ngintip2 di youtube itu tadi en histeris2 gila,,,
aktornya : RObert P. yang maen di Harpot 4. Yah, cocok siy, charming en mukanya tuh vampir bangetz.. trus aktrisnya : Kristen Stewart, cocok juga, pas deh..
hm hm hm ,,, demam TWILIGHT bgt di sini.. pasti abis mereka berdua pulang nonton, langsung dah : Comments about TWILIGHT movie mencuat ke mana2 , hyahahaa,,
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