Monday, October 9, 2017

Regret

Tiba-tiba ngerasa gak berdaya. Duduk di ruang ini. Sepi. Pikiran-pikiran negatif muncul.

Suddenly I feel like I'm nothing.

Oh my... my melancholic mind just pop up at my mind... after I look at my friends's IG... I feel small... you know what, terlalu sering ngeliat medsos temen tuh ada buruknya juga. Bisa dtg perasaan iri , entah dari mana....

Ada yang salah ya sama aku? Aku gak melakukan apa2 kah smpe skrg? Aku kurang berjuang ya sama mimpiku? Anyway anyway.... speaking about my dream... come on what's my dream? No... no... don't think like that.... come on... throw away that negative mind...

well that's true... I'm not doing anything... will I regret this emptiness? Will I regret me being in this comfort zone? No... you are not in comfort zone.... you do your best....

What is best?